As you all know by know and if you don't then pay attention. My life is not easy. I block out most of the bad stuff and pretend life is easier and better.

One of my big problems in life is that I decide to see and accept only what I choose. For some of you the simple idea of this might be pleasant, but in reality it's not a good thing. I always remember things wrong and nothing is EVER the way I make it seem...

Let me warn you this is going to be a long one about my mom, my ex, my son and my bro. If you don't want to read it you should stop here...... lol.....

Let's begin with the simple thing.....
My mom is not happy about the house being cluttered, but yet she rarely helps, her area is the kitchen and she let's it go a little all the time. I usually don't mind and if I do I just go ahead and do it myself.
Laundry... my brother always complains about not having enough choices yet he is the one that has the most clothes. He only hangs it or put it away when he so chooses. My mom is the same, so am I, but.... well, I really can't defend myself on that one. LOL!
Toys.... My son always has toys everywhere, I mean EVERYWHERE!!! There is not one room in this house that doesn't have toys in it. I've gotten to the point where I don't let it bother me because as soon as I pick it up he put's it back down. FUN!
My brother.... he likes to leave his things where he chooses and yet get's angry when my son plays with them. Granted, some things are not toys for him and I take resposibility for allowing him to do as he pleases, that one I can't blame on others either. LOL! But he still likes to leave his crap about and expects it to be treated like gold.

My mom.... well, I really don't know what to say here. I love her as I love the rest of my family, but family isn't family unless they drive you crazy.
She is excentric as are the rest of us. But what really gets me is that she complains because we don't pick up, but she doesn't do it either. Yes, we are the ones that make the mess, but how am I supposed to fold laundry if I don't put it on the couch?? How am I supposed to know who's is who's if I don't make piles? No, she doesn't not get mad at me for doing these things, I'm just upset and don't know what else to say.

We all just need to suck it up and keep going...

Oh, what really got me tonight. I took some sliced bread out of the freezer, she told me it would be fine. When I take it out today to  use it, the whole thing is just stuck together, all the slices are stuck to each other, so then I have to basically re-slice the bread and my mom says, while I'm slicing, I need a slice of bread to put this on. My response was "It's frozen but if you want to have a go, here you go." She completely flipped out and told me to shut up... WTF? Can't you see I'm slicing the God DAMN thing? What the hell did she expect me to do??! Mind you, I was smilling, hoping she would take it as a joke, but nope. She didn't. I figured that she was thinking that he heat of what she was going to put on it was going to warm it up, but nope, she didn't think of that. No, she took it as if I had said "It's frozen, but if you want it, here you go! Go fuck yourself!!"  How the HELL did she get from what I said to what she 'heard'?? That will forever leave me wondering. Sometimes I just don't get her...

That's all the rant for today, thank you for stopping by.
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Vern

As of a few months ago I have been having major problems with my neighbors. They are acting like we are in High School and they are the goddie-two-shoes and I'm the one everyone hates.

It makes no sence because I have never done anything to hurt them and have never been rude to them. The problem began when a stupid little kid who is about 7 or 8 started picking on my now 12 yearold brother. I thought (as I hope you do to) that this is unacceptable. A young child should not pick on a older one just because he knows he can get away with it.
This little 8 year old is a MONSTER! He is an ass to everyone and his mother is a BITCH! Not like I'm a bitch because I tend to be tough but fair. Nope, she believes that her son can not do what I say he does, even when I see it happen. She says that my brother is the instigator and that he and I should be ashamed because he shouldn't be picking on youngling.

That is total BULLSHIT! My brother doesn't pick on the kid. Yes he is NOT perfect and I'm perfectly happy with that fact but that ass picking on him is a big no-no. My brother does have quite a colorful language when little ones bug him because the little ones themselves have a colorful language. I know two wrongs don't make a right and that's fine and all, but they shouldn't pick on him either.....

I've got more to say but I'm gonna go.
Rock it!
Vern

Well my dad is home! Thank God!

Sadly I think I'm having a litle bit of an overdose in the conversation department. People are talking all the time and while I'm greatful it's a bit of a shock because we don't usually talk this much to each other. LOL. That is funny and sad if I'm to be honest.

Between the constant conversation and the way my son is behaving I'm going out of my head here. I know the little one behaves differently for a while after he is back (about 3 days) but jeeze! This is incredible.

I'm also mad because I haven't been able to do everything I wanted to and I'm getting pretty mad. Every moment I look around my frustration with myself keeps going up and up and I can't seem to get away from myself.

I'll try once the guys leave and I'll try to come back later in the weekend and let you know if I got it done.

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Well, well, well......

It's been quite a long time since I posted. Things are going pretty good. Though it's life after all and it does have it's ups and downs. Which, I am proud to say, I have learned to manage a little bit better and way more gracefully. Though if you could only hear the kind of stuff I say in my head! LMAO! You'd be shocked on your ass.

I've got sole cutstody of my baby boy which is amost 2 now.

We have overcome, in this last year, more than I thought possible. I was at the end of my rope more times than I can count but at least things have gotten way better now.

We still get all pissed off at each other all the time but we have figured out how to deal with it!

Expect more post soon as I have made it so that I have to see my page and post more. WOOHOOO!

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I said I would post more here but I can't remember what I said I'd post about...

Looking back, which I've been doing lots of latley I've some to realize that I jumped into it like a professional diver and that what has happened after is partly my own fault. MIND you, I could swear I was played by many people, but I don't wanna get into that.... I've got enough memories to prove it....

OBAMA won and that brightens up my life a little....

What have you been up to??